I stood there,
Hopeless in despair.
No one sees the tears I hide,
No one knows I’m helpless inside.
I opened my eyes,
To cloudy skies,
Darkest of grey,
Days of cold decay.
I walked in the rain,
Filled with pain,
The drops fall on my skin,
They wash off my sins.
I reach out my hand,
Barely able to stand,
I fall on the ground,
Hoping to be found.
I lay there to die,
My eyes cry.
Save me before I scream,
Wake me from this dream.
Hold your hand in my hand,
Let me take you around the world.
From the beginning to the end,
This is a story of only a few words.
I am not afraid,
Of what the world thinks.
From what we have made,
All they can see is a glimpse .
I will be there in the moving of your breath,
In the darkness of your shadow.
I will follow you till death,
I will never let you go.
Once I’m lost in your talks,
I can no longer be found.
Like the hands of clocks,
That go round and round.
Entering my heart silently,
What a story you have started.
Leaving my heart violently,
Leaving me half-harted.
I have learned to smile from you,
My life is in your hands,
My hope comes from you,
Be mine till the end.
I hid my feelings deep inside me,
Where no one can see.
I stumble in search of hope at night,
Clenching onto the only ray of light.
Trying to put it all into words,
Falling apart like a house of cards.
Like the stormy skies,
Tears fill my eyes.
Like looking for a teardrop in oceans,
I try to connect the gap between my wavering emotions.
I go beyond the scenery I drew along a distant straight line,
Lost in visions that I cannot define.
A cold wind howls in my heart,
Through the pieces broken apart.
How difficult it is to breath in the night,
When every thought is a battle to fight.
Just like a moon of festering crimson,
Disappears into the light of dawn,
The screams turn into a cold decay,
As the sun rises to bring forth another day.
There were colours there was light,
When you were with me.
Now there is darkness and endless nights,
Without you beside me.
The world was like heaven written with our names,
You wrote it then left me alone to burn in this flame.
You left my heart barren and dry,
All the flowers that once bloomed now die.
And as we were made to be apart,
Like the separate chambers of the human heart,
You walked away just like in my nightmare,
As I walked alone in the shadows of my despair.
Walking helplessly to nowhere,
Hoping that I will find you out there,
To ask you to end my pain,
And make me yours again.
I silently carve down with words,
The feelings concealed in my heart.
Using an unyielding voice,
I hope you will hear me.
As long as a new day,
With the ability to love you rises,
Even if my life comes to an end,
And I’m forced into the next one,
I will find you.
As long as a day dies,
I will walk to the edge of darkness,
Just to see your eyes,
Just to hear you say my name.
My eyes cry for you,
My heart yearns for you,
My arms crave to hold you,
My lips scream your name.
So wait for me, my dear,
I am not far from you,
I am right here.
Hold me and end my pain,
Make me yours again.