I hid my feelings deep inside me,
Where no one can see.
I stumble in search of hope at night,
Clenching onto the only ray of light.
Trying to put it all into words,
Falling apart like a house of cards.
Like the stormy skies,
Tears fill my eyes.
Like looking for a teardrop in oceans,
I try to connect the gap between my wavering emotions.
I go beyond the scenery I drew along a distant straight line,
Lost in visions that I cannot define.
A cold wind howls in my heart,
Through the pieces broken apart.
How difficult it is to breath in the night,
When every thought is a battle to fight.
Just like a moon of festering crimson,
Disappears into the light of dawn,
The screams turn into a cold decay,
As the sun rises to bring forth another day.
In the dark night,
I embrace the white light,
That takes me whole,
And lifts up my soul.
I accept my fate,
The end of the long wait,
I stare into the cold eyes of death,
On my last breath.
I am stranded trying to reach out,
I call your name but I can’t shout.
I hope you will be here when I need you the most,
It won’t be long before I am lost.
I ask for your hand,
To bring me out of my end,
Will you be there to save me,
And set me free?
As I return to the place,
Where the water covers this empty space,
Rescue me and end my pain,
Make me yours again.
There were colours there was light,
When you were with me.
Now there is darkness and endless nights,
Without you beside me.
The world was like heaven written with our names,
You wrote it then left me alone to burn in this flame.
You left my heart barren and dry,
All the flowers that once bloomed now die.
And as we were made to be apart,
Like the separate chambers of the human heart,
You walked away just like in my nightmare,
As I walked alone in the shadows of my despair.
Walking helplessly to nowhere,
Hoping that I will find you out there,
To ask you to end my pain,
And make me yours again.
I silently carve down with words,
The feelings concealed in my heart.
Using an unyielding voice,
I hope you will hear me.
As long as a new day,
With the ability to love you rises,
Even if my life comes to an end,
And I’m forced into the next one,
I will find you.
As long as a day dies,
I will walk to the edge of darkness,
Just to see your eyes,
Just to hear you say my name.
My eyes cry for you,
My heart yearns for you,
My arms crave to hold you,
My lips scream your name.
So wait for me, my dear,
I am not far from you,
I am right here.
Hold me and end my pain,
Make me yours again.
All you said to do,
Was to forget you.
Now I remember.
But how can I pretend,
I never knew you,
Like it was all a dream,
A dream that had to come to an end.
I would have slept forever,
Thinking you would always be with me,
But then I remember,
When it turned into a nightmare,
When the colors became dark.
All that was left from the fire,
Was a spark.
The spark that you took with you.
When you left me,
Dreams turned into nightmares,
Nightmares turned into reality,
A reality with darkness everywhere.
Sometimes I look up,
And I remember,
That even skies scream,
Burdened with the weight,
Of lost, forgotten dreams.