Thoughts haunt my fragile mind,
In the middle of the night.
As I look up to the twilight skies,
With tears in my eyes.
Hopeless and despaired,
Cold and scared.
Under the faded crescent shine,
I tell myself everything will be fine.
Echoes of silent symphony,
Mind full of chaotic toxicity.
Agonizing and twisting me around,
Caving and turning my insides out.
Endlessly cold within,
Emotionless like I have always been.
Slowly losing control,
Of my mind and my soul.
But I find beauty in a night so deep,
When the world is asleep.
Because nothing is more bright,
Than the darkest night.
When I came to this world,
Everything was so blurred.
I didn’t know much,
But you showed me with your soft touch.
Years passed so fast,
All those memories stayed in the past.
But as the days keep turning,
With each new morning,
You continue to be more than a father,
You hold my hand and lead me further.
You have made me the person I have become,
You were always there when there was none.
How can I say how much I appreciate,
For all the things you did for me so great.
All the efforts and sacrifices,
All the time and places.
For all the times I was scared,
All the times you showed me you cared.
But now it’s my turn,
To give back and return,
All those years of your love,
That made me rise above.
To be there for you now,
And always pick you up when you are down.
To be your strength and your guide,
And fill you up with pride.
I will and forever will be,
By your side.
When the stars fall from the skies,
Like the tears in my eyes.
When the last word is spoken,
My fragile heart will be broken.
When the clouds begin to form,
I will get caught up in the storm.
When the rains fall down,
My heart will drown.
When the floods sweep me away,
My blood will turn to cold decay.
When I am far from the world of you and I,
Where the oceans bleed into the sky.
When the lights begin to fade,
My strong heart will be afraid.
When darkness swallows me whole,
My body will be abandoned by my soul.
But when your eyes meet my eyes,
There is light from the skies.
When your hand holds my hand,
I know this is not the end.
I stood there,
Hopeless in despair.
No one sees the tears I hide,
No one knows I’m helpless inside.
I opened my eyes,
To cloudy skies,
Darkest of grey,
Days of cold decay.
I walked in the rain,
Filled with pain,
The drops fall on my skin,
They wash off my sins.
I reach out my hand,
Barely able to stand,
I fall on the ground,
Hoping to be found.
I lay there to die,
My eyes cry.
Save me before I scream,
Wake me from this dream.
I silently carve down with words,
The feelings concealed in my heart.
Using an unyielding voice,
I hope you will hear me.
As long as a new day,
With the ability to love you rises,
Even if my life comes to an end,
And I’m forced into the next one,
I will find you.
As long as a day dies,
I will walk to the edge of darkness,
Just to see your eyes,
Just to hear you say my name.
My eyes cry for you,
My heart yearns for you,
My arms crave to hold you,
My lips scream your name.
So wait for me, my dear,
I am not far from you,
I am right here.
Hold me and end my pain,
Make me yours again.
All you said to do,
Was to forget you.
Now I remember.
But how can I pretend,
I never knew you,
Like it was all a dream,
A dream that had to come to an end.
I would have slept forever,
Thinking you would always be with me,
But then I remember,
When it turned into a nightmare,
When the colors became dark.
All that was left from the fire,
Was a spark.
The spark that you took with you.
When you left me,
Dreams turned into nightmares,
Nightmares turned into reality,
A reality with darkness everywhere.
Sometimes I look up,
And I remember,
That even skies scream,
Burdened with the weight,
Of lost, forgotten dreams.